When?

Do I want Another ofcourse if it a clone it won't be. Yes it would be nice to be full again to feel kicks and bumps and see ultra sound pictures of little bones but we are scared to of sleepless nights withdrawal of medication and my mania he says he worried about defects about syndromes and deformity I know he worried about me will I cope? he said when we met he wanted two that was the goal we're half way there he's only 23 me 27. but we both are hesitant and keep having the conversation on loop. soon, never, someday and sometimes I wish we could just skip to it being done. I don't want to miss the fun that is now either this perfect trio.