what's the reward...

I'm so tired of fighting, against lies jealousy hate and greed. I really find it so hard to understand the people's way of thinking. So much injustice confusion, better to live and illusion mentally worn out. The people closest to you hate you the most. Guess that's where the saying keeps your enemies near comes. I try to stay away shit but I still wear shoes. Everyone has an opinion when people fight back.,so much division please envision talks about the oppression that has already occurred you got your 40 acres of in a mule, with welfare section and the affirmative action. Selling your soul to the devil ,is selling out your people while trying to become famous. Fake ass advertisements that you don't even use not caring who you abuse, or hurt in the end. Everyone has a story. What good is it to gain the whole world and lose your soul. This shit is getting old. Dealing with generation x I'm Y, I guess we'll wait for z Nation. all this synergy is draining the positive energy that I have. Dealing with death threats harassment. See I know how it is to have a whole lot of money and I know how it is to be fucked up.the hate is killing me.you can have it....