what's the definition of 😊

what is happiness is it being happy I couple of days ago I met a girl with rose gold eyes they were super captivating. at first I thought she put a spell on me. but it wasn't what actually happened to me. I have been seeking happiness for quite a while, I don't even know what happiness I don't know what to do to happy about my life . The girl with rose gold when I was with her I felt something different and couldn't name it , I proceeded to call it happiness because I have never felt that before in my life , I enjoyed it. I made you my happiness and since you have left I feel extremely lonely and who could do this