What's that thing you hided?

It keeps bothering me..... that someone can hide the pain inside their smiles. someone can be happy despite of the burdens they carry. and that someone denying what it really feels. Sometime you feel free when everything so light to deal sometimes it's okay to cry loudly like life is so messed up but somehow you can't do it you can't feel free, and that's the reality you're draining and frustrated,but it's okay that is reality but you can cry on shoulder,cry out until you perfectly fine,cry and cry to everyone who you think they can understand. and maybe that someone..... is me... or it's you?? for sure it's US.