what's right for my heart

I'm letting go of the version of me that was accepting things as they were. Sometimes it feels scary because I'm convinced I'm letting go of our memories, our dreams, the people we met, the feelings I felt and I don't want to lose all that so I stopped myself from letting go fully. I'm stopped in my tracks and then I feel defeated because of I know the best thing to do is to accept and not resist, but sometimes I don't know what that means, how it looks, how it truly feels. It is here where I feel like I'm not ready to change, But the comfort of holding on to what I know is slowly eating away at me too, so I must persist in letting go of you. I know in my heart, that is the right thing to do.