what's behind that smile

Behind my smile Is something u'll never understand A heart similar to a paper, once torn, Even after being fixed, will never be the same Behind my smile, a tale unsaid, A facade I wear, yet not for show No sympathy I seek, just one who sees, The hidden pain within my eyes, like a gentle breeze In a world of pretense, I play my part, But deep inside, a longing heart To find someone who truly understands, The silent struggles, the unseen demands No need for words, just a knowing glance, To read the pain behind my smile's dance For sometimes, it's the eyes that reveal, The truths we hide, the wounds we feel The eyes that speak, in silent conversation, A language of empathy, a shared sensation In ur presence, I find solace, a sanctuary, Where the weight of pretense can momentarily bury