what you told me

in your own words you told me you loved me and again you plant our future together you mean it seem like it was true I believed it I believe you but again my mom told me do not believe everything that you heard but I did not know why I did not listen to her and in that listen to her because I loved you and I still love you and it just can't I can't get over you you told me that will be together forever and that I'm the only girl that you will ever love and I believe it again and again a part of me wish wish that you would come back and one up to your word but I know a part of me wish you would not and I hit that part of me because I want you and I want you to want me back why didn't you choose me why couldn't you love me why did you boost my head I didn't you mean what you said you told me one day that I would meet your parents ever since then I have not meet one of them but I went into my friends phone I saw you to message and you told her that you had a girlfriend when we build up and you let her meet your parents and I'm wondering why not me why I couldn't meet your parents that hurt hurt so bad but you see Carmel you let her meet your parents and it didn't even loss long so again why not me ?