what would I Do?

I wonder sometimes, What would I do? If my mother leaves me alone with few. This I know I'll cry my heart out, Lay down in her bed with heart in pain. I wonder sometimes, What would I do? If my mother leaves me, without telling me how brave I am, In the middle of my life's journey. My dreams will shatter because, I hold your hand to get through. I wonder sometimes, What would I do? The day onwards I'll stop hearing from u. I'll Go deaf and stare at you, In hope of someday You'll speak too. @Gyanum poetic