what words can do

when will you learn? its not just a joke it means more its not just words their thoughts and feelings formed into letters ones that can carve deeper than any knife leave scars on your heart and mind or on your skin you didnt mean it but it still hurt it doesn't matter if you did or not words are thoughts those words provoke thoughts you tell me to leave i dont think of leaving i think of killing myself why do you self harm? to excape the thoughts planted there by your words the ones you forgot about they went from your mind to my heart you didnt even notice you would if i died because of them then would you feel then would you think again im not perfect i say bad stuff but i try not to you don't you words carve deep and you never take care of the wounds you left on me in my heart mind soul or skin