what was I thinking?

I've always looked back at my life and choices I made and thought "why did I do that?!". I attached negativity to those thoughts. Today I realised I had it the wrong way. I would much rather look back and think "why did I do that?" Than think "why didn't I do that". Above all it proves to me that I'm a person who tries, not a person who is to afraid to try. I'm never afraid, no matter how vulnerable it may and will make me. Showing you are vulnerable, being vulnerable, admitting you will sometimes fail but never give up.. that's true strength, real bravery. So now when I think "why did I?" I remember "because I was and still am strong enough" and that'll do for me xxx