what was I thinking

"what in the world was i thinking," id say. I would say as the memories of us dancing through the paths of fresh wild flowers and cut grass. those flowers have died. What was i thinking, when i thought we would work out. One day the light switch is on and in a flash its turned off. A light switch that flips for ever, on and off repeatedly. What was i thinking, but the real question is what are you thinking. Do you think its funny to flip the switch? Can you not deside if im a rose or a dandilion? how do you smile at me acting like you put a mask on my face saying i cut your skin so deep. "what in the world was i thinking", replays in my head. But the real question i ask is what your thinking.