What to say

What to say On how the feeling flow Some days are high and some days are low most too fast and not too slow Now in between where the hell did I go I still don't know what to say about how these feelings flowed my way So Down up side to side flip-flopped now too tired Head gone body wrong What the hell is going on My mixed emotions are screwed Complicated and wrongly used A good lesson I had to learn Now that simple hurt is done It's my awful lonely turn All this chaos I caused to be not listening to what god told me now begins to deeply burn What can I say My turn OH now the feelings flowing my way punishment he says The majority of the eight nicely gave months weeks even days Lise Lise Lise my portrait portrayed Then rage erupts from all kinds of waves spiraling in and out of the underground caves for days I'm not the slave Slaveholder says Out of the mouth, my feelings were renounced I had no choice but to pray I had to learn the lesson in some kind of way Downhill from that day, my mind went away What can I say It's been a delay everything I had close to my heart God was about to take away so material things didn't phase me that way It doesn't matter run and hid not even death could take a slide