What they noticed

They noticed my grades dropping in school. They notcied the mess that was in my room. They noticed the lack of effort in everyday tasks. They noticed how "Lazy" I was. They noticed the pile of clothes in the corner of my room. They noticed the old dishes on my shelf. They noticed the time i locked myself away from everyone else. But what they didn't notice is how much pain i was really in. The lonley nights in which i couldn't stop cry9ng. The collection of pills ready for me to take. They didn't notice when i stopped talking to friends. Nor did they see the tears that i shed. I was acting okay everyday. To keep the sadness and dark thoughts away. It went quite well for the first few months. But then i started hurtling towards the deapths of depressions. i couldn't sleep, i couldn't eat. Nor could i hold weight on my feet. Yet still no one noticed. Until they did. But it was already to late. - Kiley