WHAT IT FEELS LIKE

well, it's hard to explain waking up with sore eyes and a heavy heart. one from the previous night from the cries you had all night long. what it feels like, well, it's a pain in the chest giving up your everything wanting to belong to someone one that now belongs to another one you know will never be yours again, but even at that, you still keep trying what it feels like waiting on someone even at times you need them the most but you can't reach out to them simply because they live with another so you'll have to wait and wait and wait till when they show up and if they don't, you wait again for you have nothing to do but wait. what it feels like having your heart succumbed to one person and to him, you're the mistress and yet you still wait and keep being royal hoping for things to be better and yet year after year, it's you that gets hurt. What it feels like having many adore you and get ignored by the one you adore fir they are focused not to hurt their loved ones leaving you to an ocean of tears In the end your all alone in your room by you bed, writing how it feels tears rolling down your eyes and your hurt feels heavier than before. SULAYIAH.