WHAT IS THIS YOU FEEL

I've heard them talk Of a beautiful feeling that many Have seen the option of giving it up They say its starts small Like a morning churp from a sun bird They call it the morning light In darkness that brings fulfillment A small birdie called it love And the blue sky looked like it was turning red As I was being confused on purpose Not on the point that I don't know of what he speaks of But the fact that I've tryed to pursue love before And everytime I was heart broken The only experience of love I haveis being sad I always seem to enter the talking stage and my voice in the end sounds heavy The only experience of love Is the one I've seen in stories and read about on books And from their I was always able to create a fantasy that told me I knew what love is But in reality I've fallen in love But was left in the dirt with no hand of assistance And never heard the words I love you too in a meaningful sentence