What is this?

I feel unreal. I think too much about life. About people. About humanity. And suddenly I feel unreal. Legs feel like stones, stuck at the floor. I cant move my head. The only thing working, my eyes. What is this feeling? Death. This cant be all. There must be more. My tounge feels swollen. My breath is heavy. Isnt it weird? The human being. The weird creation we are. What is this? My feet are numb my thoughts are empty. I dont feel anything. Am I the only one thinking about this? Am I the only one stuck? Stuck in my head full of thoughts. Humanity. What is this? Nobody should think about this too long. Stop thinking about anything at all. Numbness isnt a good feeling, but better than this weirdly chaos my soul holds.