what is this..

you give me mixed feelings I don't know why I liked you you fucking suck I Wana kill you you ruin everything why am I feeling this you care for me but the next minute you swear to me how did you pull my bestie when all you have is a pretty face but a small dick you made me feel relevant unlike the others even though you treat me bad it's still better than the rest I don't know why I'm feeling this your love is for someone else you just say things to me that makes me feel so human you stopped me for committing but oh how much I fuking hate you