what is life... base on true s

What is life all I know is suicide that will never survive im giving up on this world just wanna die don't want to be here alive. All I do is try get put down every time. What is life when you try to do something right stay on the grind every time but always fall when you don't have no one to call in life all I do is fall hitting on these streets hitting on these wall. What is life fighting wit self the life it's hard to be delt but the one no body gaf how I felt in life all I do is drown wishing I wasn't born or no where around what is life like u never been found. All I get drag in life can't come up always down losing everything so fuck the crowd in life it doesn't reply got no sound so how can I live life cuz all I do is always drown tryna be proud. While up miserable .wit frown. Fuck happin1ess all they do is always take n take make u feel so drain wit ur own pain what is life living on the street is such a bitch knowing that your love one can't take ur shit that why in life u get ditch all you know how to do is be a kid they judge you like they don't know what they did always wanted the problem to be fit n when you can't take so much on the plate thinking everything be okay in life we ain't perfect