What if you had known me more?

(Continued) Just like every other person, i don't know any better, I'm just someone who's trying to change the fact, that if you had known me more, you wouldn't have been my admirer. What if you knew the things I did behind your back? I guess you'll leave because you found out that I lack, i love you, but what if you find out I don't trust you? I might be overthinking and misleading this, but what can a person do if they love you too?— too much. The half of me that wants you to accept me, has always been afraid of imagining you flee, and the other half who keeps reasoning that I should try and do. what if you get tired from the push and pull I do to you? Everyone's imperfect, I believe that, and I also believe that you'll leave me after everyone does...