What if I died today

What if I died today What would those who hated me say Would I still be blamed for things I didn't do Would they ever want to know that I felt blue Death is something I was always afraid of But it can also set you're soul free like releasing a dove If I died today would anyone care What would they possibly have to share They never knew me or my pain All they know is that my whole life I was smeared with darkness and shame That I was worst than a dying flame Would their tears even be real ? Because they don't know the pain I feel