What if I die

WHAT IF I DIE PUT A STOP TO MY LIFE WITH A LIGHT SIGH BE A PART OF THE PAST TO ALL'S MIND BE NOTHING BUT ONCE A THOUGHT TO MY WORRIES BE BLIND IF I COULD GET CRUSHED BY A MASSIVE HEAVY BUILDING,NOT GET TO DECIDE IF I COULD TURN INTO A GOSSAMER A FIGMENT OF MEMORY TO ALL THAT BEHELD ME IN WONDER MY TORTURE,MY DAILY TOIL THE BURDENS,I WILL REMOVE, BACK TO THE SOIL THE WORRIES, EXPECTATIONS, LIMITATIONS THE LONELY NIGHTS AND TIMES AND IMAGINATIONS WHAT IF I DIE CEASE TO EXIST NEVER CRY CEASE TO FEEL NEVER HURT CEASE TO CARE THE PAIN BLUNT