what if

What if I tell him I like him then he just declines What if I tell him I like him then he just gives me a reason to cry a reason to sh a reason to have a heartbreak I always have to repair my heart by myself if you were to take out my plastic heart you would see a lot of bandages and stitches some open wounds too What if I tell him I like him and it doesn't work out I'm scared of love cause I'm running towards it with open arms and as soon as I close my eyes it shots me