what I missed

When y sent all day everyday in you're room we could have said hi. u sat and ate chips and drank coke I knew nothing about u but I loved u. u kept grandma as for u mom happy and kept her together you kept this family together. I didn't know those trucks were for u my first sleepover I saw u in that bed didn't say bye I only knew what food u liked or your favorite color which was green. if I knew u were hurting I would help u but u didn't say a word I guess u knew how to hid I'm so sorry for what I missed I missed your birthday I missed u when u were in your room now I'm sorry for kidding in your closet yelling at u and not helping u out with taking out the trash. ill always rember at riot used to jump on your back and when u ran to tickle me Emily always ask why u didn't come ask a hug that's when we had to tell her she cried and cry and now I do to. when it was time to clear your room it was a week after u passed I don't like sleeping in there it scares me that you might yell riley get out but that fake and in my head because your in heaven I love u uncle ryan I love u goodbye🕊