what I meant

I told you thought you were beautiful but what I meant to say was through you see how beautiful the world actually is I told you i loved you but what i meant to say was, i hope you find everything you've been dreaming of.l hope you fall deeply in love and disregard all reason. I hope every time you stare into his eyes you lose track of time i hope you get everything out of love that you truly desire even though it's not with me.