What I Have To Live With

I can't be traumatized If I display why you should leave It's simply a warning sign For I never had a welcome mat at my door Instead it's caution tape For I was raised behind the belief I'm hard to handle I know I can be too much sometimes So no I can't be traumatized If I purposely scare you away With what I have to live with everyday in my mind Some people turn mean Others turn sad But I instead turned mysterious So I can scare you away With what I have to live with everyday Peel back the layers of wallpaper inside me You will only see the studs of my foundation Built on fear and hurt I learned lust not love I can't be traumatized If I tell myself enough times I can't be If I offer you reasons why you should leave Scare you away with what I have to live with Everyday