What I cannot see

I think I'm color blind They say the world is full of color But all I ever see Is black and white They call me ugly Like it's something I should know I can't even see myself in the mirror So why should I believe them They say the future is bright But when I look ahead Everything is black and blank I try to understand Why I can't see the things they see But nothing seems to click Maybe I'm not broken Maybe I'm not colorblinded Maybe I'm just different Maybe I'm just seeing A world that wasn't made for me