what have I become?

When I was young , I wrote a poem "What will I be when i grow up", Today I am writing another "What have i become?" Do I really know the answer? Maybe , maybe not Does it matter? Maybe , maybe not Did I follow the rules? Sometimes, something not Have i reached THERE? Sometimes, sometimes not Did you do it right? Sometimes, sometimes not Found the answer? Sometimes, sometimes not Life is beautiful yet i fail to recognise it many times. At times I love it , at times I hate it Still I choose to live For I know I am still exploring The Mysteries to be unraveled To see the unpredictables And to write another poem.