what happened

"love isn't supposed to hurt" Is what they told me But loving you has hurt me in way I could never imagine Every laughter we shared, hides the pain we felt Every smile when had was to cover up our heart break Whenever I'm with you , i just feel like "he" is still there Holding you in his arms , telling you how much he loves you With you smiling at him and finding warmth , peace , safety and love in his arms Sometimes I wish I never feel in love with you But I can't hide the fact that I once loved you , cared about , saw a future with you To see the smile on your face when you see him The sparkle in your eyes when he look at you The way you melt when he touches you I wish I could give you the same feeling But "you never know something great you have until you lose it"