What happened

I know what you did I know how you did it... I know that it was crushing And messed up the emotions That did fill up bubble up inside Make me smile, laugh, feel merry But you took it away... Rubbed it, stood it, brushed it... Like old rocks kick it, Knocked it Killed it... When you hugged me said you loved me Was it only to hide the lies That you through into the sky The lies that you swore you didn't make Crashed down into my face... But why do I still want it Why do I still wan't you... Why do I still want you Even though I know what you did... What you did to me