What Dreams Await

She sleeps Right beside me.... Does she see me as I see her in dreams As she shines her light that guides me? I can only wonder... What goes on in her pretty head As I lie awake, hearing each breath she takes Then I wonder if it's someone else she sees instead... I can only hope In my broken mind... That what I give her is enough, As it's the truest form of love It's the once in a lifetime Kind... While she rests at peace... I wage war on myself Seeing phantom ghosts, In the ever changing shadows.. It's a self inflicted fictional Hell. So I must Face Each day With the hope her word is true And cut loose my fears, and the doubt that drawis to near It's the only way, The only way that I will make it through... As I sit here in the dark... The reality sinks in If she said it's Forever, that'll never be long enough together And I smile, say fuck her dreams, I always know what she is thinking.....