What does it mean to you?

Why are you like this now? Did I like just an idealized part of yourself? Or is it part of your tiredness? Were you like that only because I belonged to you? What does love mean to you, then? I don't mean you to back I just don't want you to be an idiot it's self-love not, selfishness Am I just going to be another? Because I felt like them. Was it just an emotion for you Or was I too attached? it's fair to feel angry. it's not something I have to ask for– I won't ask for it. Do I resemble the old you? When others could run away, And I stayed. Why does it seem like you don't even want to try? It may have nothing to do with it, It's just how it feels My mind dreams– Look how far I've come, And understands my rambling. I didn't mean you to back; I just don't want you to be this idiot. it's self-love not selfishness. I'm just going to be another. Our goal was for me to feel like them It was an emotion and more for you I was very attached. Now you are like this. I still like you, I kinda idealized you before. it's part of your tiredness. You were like that because I belonged to you. What is love for you then? What does love mean to you, then?