What do you want?

I feel like I'm spiraling out of control I try to breathe in and out My heart is racing My stomach feels like it's in a knot I don't know how to calm down So I let it destroy me I have no control All this because of you All these thoughts triggering me What do you want me to do What should I do I wanna forget I don't wanna feel this anymore I'm losing myself piece by piece You're haunting me I'm going crazy And I can only watch What do you want?