what do I keep looking for?

What do I keep looking for? What do I want? What do I do keep running after? What have i lost? Was it something that was never mine, Or did I lose it when I was a child? Why do I keep running in circles? When will it end? For this chase about something that even i don't know about Has made me lose my heart, more times than i can even count. It has turned black and blue for what once was a red soul The embers inside it are about to die, I don't know, for how long can I hold. What do I keep looking for? What do I want? Was I even born with it, Whatever I have lost? -Faitharman