What did I do wrong?

"I would never leave you, my dear." what a beautiful lie spoke, my foolish mind was captivated too quickly. Why did you have to lie to me? what wrong did I do? why am I punished to this cruel, never to end sentence? Why do I suffer to hold on to those memories? while you just walk away with ease, why do I feel like I'm slowly burning from within without you? While you look like you're doing just fine without me, why is it that I feel that you never even loved me? like not a word you said was true, were they all lies? like the promise you made? did those "I love you"s held even a single ounce of love for me? Why is it that you left me? was it because of this eyesore of a face I have? or was it because of my filth of a body? why was it that you could not love me? not love me the way I loved you? why? just, why? WHY? tell me— did I fail to love you? did I fail to care? what did I do wrong? tell me, what? WHAT? My voice is no longer there, I kept asking, But all I received- Was silence and despair.