what are we meant to do?

Falling so hard and I can't get app the things I feel the things I touch what is going in my head. What's wrong with me? I'm feeling this thing that I can't really say. Who am I to say? What am I to do? Is there a reason why I'm feeling so blue? Can you tell me just what I am that? Things are wonder when I found things go dark. Block, miss pitches over.Yes, the thing is we want the things we say.Is it just a part of the game?What am I to do?To lead what to stay back in the crowd where I should be