what am i supposed to do

i wonder why why do you talk to me the way you do why do you look at me the way you do the sparkles in ur eyes am i just hallucinating why are you so special to me those questions you mightve asked its because ur the reason im trying u give me the motivation to be better i know you care about me but why cant you care about me the way i care about you why do you get me but you dont get how much i love you we talked for hours more than you have to him why do you still like him more than you liked me...