what about me?

It's been 3 years of people constantly venting to me can't you please just let me be I get it things are hard but think about me Im broken like a shard keep telling your secrets I won't tell but what about mine keep it like spell "I'm so tired of getting 8/10" I don't care I'm lucky enough to not go into despair keep bragging about your crushes liking you mine doesn't even know I exist! "crush ka ni___" stop it it's not even true can someone just please give me an assist I wonder what love feels like I'm always the one who third wheels never the couple I can't even rhyme this is too hard just want to die knowing you can still kid me good night...