What?

what did I do to get so used? what did I do to deserve all the abuse? why was it everything I love & need that i had to lose? what did I do to deserve no happiness only the blues? what is it going to take for me to be renewed? why can't I be normal like you? why does my life have to be so sad and full of gloom? why can I not have the simple things in life like a closet.. a shower.. and a room? what will it take to have someone to love me.. to care .. not not be so lonely and scared? what do I have to do to be looked at like I'm someone instead of looked down on with hateful stares? why can't my life be someone else and I return I have theirs? all these questions left with no answer because I am all alone on this world for me no one is there!