Wendy Nicole Graham

why I pushed you out , why I put us out , why did we have have to scream and shout ? haunted nights your face I see when I turn out the lights , how I was not there for you and didn't respect your boundaries even violated your rights , all those fuckin screaming Yelling fights I'm lost and ashamed and I am the one to be blamed, living in this pointless vain loss please God please sombody something I'm ready to pay for my part for her shattered broken heart , it's now tearing me up Inside and very hard to hide , so sorry baby I wasn't there and I lied . as you walked away I didn't try to stop you didn't care as you cried, my passage to the light will be dark and my twisted soul denied after my final day , unfinished business that's impossible purgatory waits as my deserved fate . I'm so sorry Winnie...please God forgive me where is she how did i ever ?