Weak

I am weak, I have no strength. Everyday it feels like I'm drowning. The more I sink, the weaker my body gets. O' how I wish God will pull me up from this water. I am weak and I am drowning. Only God knows what I go through in secret. The sleepless nights I've had and all the tears I've cried. I pray I can endure it all. I am weak. Yet I try to remain strong. The battle is not mine but I'm always carrying around the burdens of it. I wanna be free from all of this! If only, If only I can just learn to let go.