water under the bridge

there's no water there's no bridge I won't let sleeping crocks lie they have nowhere to lie I didn't make my bed I don't have to lie on it they keep screwing me over how am I driving them to? I try to give life a chance it keeps being unfair to me I feel so alone right now why is no one comforting me? I'm drowning deeply perhaps I'm drowning myself I don't wanna be alive not under this circumstances I can't stand life when it's like this