Watching My Life

Watching my life Falling through time Laughing at the devil and Crying with the angels A shadow of myself No plans for tomorrow Just memories of yesterday Haunts me today Life Every mistake Replays on repeat No good deed Goes unpunished How can I trust you When I can't Even trust myself Self sabotaging With every time I turn around Doing more harm Than anyone I know Wondering why I can forgive everyone but Not myself Time after time I remember everything Watching my life Falling through time Laughing at the devil Crying with the angels A shadow of myself Standing before you Front of the mirror I see you but You don't see me