Watch.

twist the fucking knife harder fucking harder watch the lump in my throat harden and choke me watch my eyes get puffy as crocodile tears run down my face watch me blubber and scream desperately leaching to and reaching for what's left of me twist it fucking harder look as i grit my teeth, my face reddening with shame shame of what i am what happened what i let you do to us watch my eyes well up again flooded with memories being 12 again frantically trying to scrape up the mess i had made twist it harder make me blubber make me remember