was this love?

Is this love? I keep thinking bout you Why dont you escape my mind  I hate you  But i love you You dont reply to my texts yet i cant stop thinking bout you Waiting when i will hear from you Desperate for you How did you manage to get into my brain Eating me alive, You made me smile when i was doing the opposite this whole time You were my comfort but turbed into a stanger I guess i was stupid and a pain in your ass I guess i annoy you when all i wanted was to make you smile I guess i was wrong bout everything and looked like a fucking fool Yet i still have you in my phone, always dreaming about you Looking at your pictures listening to your voice in video tapes  Makes me want to hold you console you and love you But i guess i wasn't enough  And you needed more I guess those few days were it I guess i will never see you again  I guess you hate me  I guess you thought i was stupid and mad afterall you never loved me Yet i loved you with all i had...