Was it worth it?

Was it worth it for me to sit on my bed crying for you, in the late evening when you didn't text me back even though you promised to Was it worth it for me to lose a little weight get plastic surgery get more money I always thought changing for your "loved ones" was normal "Dress more formal" "Be more reliable" "Stop being vulnerable." "Stop looking so miserable," You said, "You're just helping me." every time you help me, there's always a fee My friends always asked," Why can't he let you be?" I always moved on and didn't think of it because I love you but then I started to ask, "Do you love me too?" But you ignored me or got another excuse to stick to you hypnotized me into forgetting, after you kissed me that was the key doing one little thing to keep me, from letting me free