was it my fault

was it my fault that we broke up was I ever enough for you I would wait hours just to get a message from you but.... talking for hours turned into a few minutes then it turned to days I always ask my self was it my fault but not all I have left it our memories and your voice notes I can't sleep anymore with out checking my phone to see if I got a message from you but now I just sit and think was it me I cry myself to sleep if you can even call it that I have to hide my pain and sorrow and all the promises made was it ever true was a just a replacement for you now I'm sitting at think of you all the time we spend together was just a fantasy now I just want to sleep never wake up again the funny thing is that you loved me but I still love you was it ever true? those five months