was I never enough.

was I never enough for this world so wide? A girl who once,now forced to hide. failed as a daughter, a partner ,a friend wearing a smile I pretend to defend An I just a burden too heavy to bear? Too cruel to be loved,too broken to care? I've never felt warmth , never felt seen just tossed like feelings like feelings in places unclean. Am I trash for the world to discard Too ugly to to fit in a life that's so hard? They say life is beautiful with people who care But life turns cruel when there no love They say "your loved one is where home begins But where is my home through all of these Sins?