was I ?

was I lucky to have you? was Mistaken to put you In my life? was I really your lover or your tool? was I really what you told me ? or it was to trust you only? the love you gave me was never the one you always told me it keeps hurting me how I wasted all that time on the wrong person! I can't even understand why you stay In my thoughts but maybe , I was loyal but you did not give it a chance! I've been patient but my patience has turned out to be the key! I appreciate the good and the short we shared maybe you'll find someone to be loyal to! for my life can't continue being defined by your mistakes!