War Within

The Silent Battle I fight a silent battle every day, A battle that no one can see. A battle that rages in my mind, A battle that I fight alone. I've been to war, And I've seen things that no one should ever see. I've seen death and destruction, I've seen pain and suffering. And I've come back different, I'm not the same person I was before. I'm broken, I'm shattered, I'm lost. But I keep fighting, I keep fighting this silent battle. I don't know how much longer I can keep going, But I know I have to keep fighting. For my family, For my friends, For myself. I have to keep fighting, Even though it's hard, Even though it hurts. I have to keep fighting, For the ones I've lost, For the ones I've hurt. I have to keep fighting, For the ones who can't fight anymore. I have to keep fighting, For the silent battle. Will God forgive me? Will God forgive me for what I've done? For the things I've seen, For the things I've done? I don't know, I hope so. I've tried to be a good person, I've tried to do the right thing. But I know that I'm not perfect, I know that I've made mistakes. But I'm trying, I'm trying to be better. I'm trying to forgive myself, I'm trying to find peace.