WAR THAT YOU NEVER KNEW

I fight a war that you don't know A war that no matter what, I can't let go There's this brave spirit I fight Someone so full of love and light I think the spirit's name is Hope To me that spirit is some kind of rouge To fight me Hope has no desire And all I want is to see Hope burn in fire I fight with Hope everyday Somehow I loose my battles anyway Hope smiles and says,"Everything is fair in Love and War", And I question,"Aren't Wars supposed to be filled with blood and gore ?", But Hope just smiles with twinkling eyes Somehow Hope is there to hold me everytime a part of me dies I don't know why Hope Loves me despite my every crime I am just waiting on even Hope to leave me after some time But Hope just keeps knocking on my door I don't know why but that feeling makes my heart sore But one day I opened that door, when the knocks stopped As I realised even Hope had left me and my heart dropped I felt the feeling of wanting to die Had everything Hope ever told me a lie ? As I sunk to the ground someone caught me in their arms "I won't ever let you go", I heard as I finally succumbed into Hope's charms Who am I you ask ? Oh I am just Despair hiding in Anger's mask.